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When you take a short brake from Erasmus and you turn back home for some days you get to miss EVERY LITTLE THING. It is strange how something so insignificant affects you in such big way.

Home you feel like a stranger and as more you like your Erasmus, strangest you got to feel back home. It is good to do that cause that way you got to appreciate all you share, miss, enjoy, fight, greed and the PEOPLE you will let behind.

Why people behave so strange? Why someone keeps you away, why others want to keep you close to them, why people do things they think are right to do. How arguable is to keep someone's good intentions away from you. Does you care about other's feelings. How much can you hold on and see all your efforts turning to dust. How much are you wiling to offer everything you have and get nothing back.

The same story repeats itself over and over again and we don't get to learn anything from it. The same good intentions reworded with ignoration and despicable rejection. The world sucks. It turn out that you have to take what you can and give nothing back.

A cruel story, the happy ending now only the final part of a screenplay.